so I'm sitting here, listening to music, drinking coffee, texting an old friend...I'm thinking to myself, the way my life is now, is not what I want it to be...I want to go back, to when we all went to the same school, we would go out of our way just to find eachother through out the school. we would skip class just to play hacky sac. This "new" life I don't like... I'm even concidering moving away for college just so I could start new. I want my friends to talk to me, no matter the distance between us...but no one seems to realise that I feel like I'm the only one trying in our friendships anymore...no one realises how much not being close to two of my best friends really kills me. I'd do anything for them, yet sometimes I feel, they don;t even care...I don't know where I'm going with this..haha I'm done


meghan;;